hey ive been seeing this girl recently and been having some difficulty getting her to open up completely. She has all these ideas of me being a player and doesn’t wanna to be another notch etc etc… true to an extent but doesn’t understand completely. I mean im all into waiting and everything. The problem is that I’ve never waited this long for a girl, I’ve never had anything long term so i dunno where to go with it. Instead i keep noticing im pushing her away subtly and just being more of an asshole, and I’m just getting frustrated and pissed off and insecure. i have just done alot of personal growth i not being like i used to be and i haven’t really been to active as such for 4 or 5 months. I guess i just don’t want it to bring out my very uncontrollable vindictive side, its like i’ll just start to manipulate to get what i want then i’ll drop her just to teach her a lesson or something. i dont think i would but i hate when people try to control me its one of my biggest triggers.

i guess the main thing is now ive found a girl i’d actually be down with i don’t want this one to fail my life has been pretty lonely and cold up into this point. so any tips or whatever or perspectives would help.

so heres the aspect of hers i know MINE

Rising Sign is in 25 Degrees Virgo Rising Sign is in 01 Degrees Scorpio

Sun is in 27 Degrees Taurus Sun sign is in 20 degrees pisces

Moon is in 11 Degrees Pisces. moon is in 17 degrees saggitarius

Mercury is in 08 Degrees Taurus mercury is in 23 degrees aquarius

Venus is in 16 Degrees Aries. venus is in 05 degrees taurus

Mars is in 20 Degrees Pisces. mars in 12 degrees capricorn

jupiter in 00 degrees taurus

Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Cancer saturn in 01 capricorn

Saturn is in 25 Degrees Capricorn. uranus in 00 degrees capricorn

Uranus is in 09 Degrees Capricorn. neptune in 09 degrees capricorn

Neptune is in 14 Degrees Capricorn. pluto in 12 degrees scorpio

Pluto is in 16 Degrees Scorpio. n. node in pisces

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